When it comes to looks I am attracted to all sorts of women.. I do have preferences and I also go through phases. I think I sometimes like women the way I like men too - thin, not too muscular, but with some body. I also think I'm more attracted to redheads or women with a *super hero* face. A radiant smile, big eyes.. nice cheek bones and jawline. Then I also like women who have cute baby doll faces. Some are Asian or have Asian characteristics...cute little noses and little round lips. When it comes to height, I'm not sure who I prefer. I find myself being attracted to girls who are tall with long straight red hair, long thin arms, long curvy legs and a tiny waist. I really like light skin, both on female and male. Freckles are cuter than coloring book tattoos. I like plain girls.. not over accessorised, not overdone in makeup or a dumb hairdo. I look at these things. I like a face.

Sometimes I think of all of the sexy men in my life and wonder what it would be like to get fucked by all of them. I know exactly who I would want to go first, because he is so incredibly sexy that even after all of this time he STILL makes me come within seconds of putting his big hard cock inside of me..

Hmmm.. after that thought, the thought of fucking everybody else right after doesn't seem so great anymore.

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Jealousy

You make time for it, spending hours on it and  you let it lead your actions when it takes over.
You search for more of it and when you find it you hurt people with it.
You lose friends and lovers as it becomes your number one activity.
The wonderful things that surround you are reduced to nothing as you covet what can never be yours.
You go from pleasant to monstrous..
normal to paranoid and overly analytical
only helping to eliminate the cause
pushing it further
leaving you with what you had
or less.

The other day I stuck my finger up my vagina as far as I could. I wasn't trying to get off - I was just exploring the feel of it. It feels very much like the inside of an ass. Soft, moist.. cushioned.

He sits and watches.

She's new. She wants me to explore. She'll let me do anything.. With my fingers, with my tongue and with my thick strapon dildo and she loves me. She's on all fours on the bed in front of me, gazing back at me.. hungry to be penetrated. Her pussy is pink and tight - I'm dying to smell it.. to taste it and pierce it.

I rub her clit for a few seconds then force two fingers inside and she moans. I get as deep as I can and feel around as I kiss her shoulders, tasting the sweetness of her soft skin. I pull out slowly and immediately enter her tight little ass with the same two fingers. My kisses turn to bites as she lets out little moans ands sighs of pleasure.

I show him.

Her cunt is getting more wet. She wants to be fucked by me. I bend down to lick her juicy lips and as I do this I make sure my ass is wide open when I'm bending down, ass up. I tongue her cunt and ass from behind. I make her spread her dirty hole to give a deeper view.

She's ours.

I have her get on her back and open her legs. I go down and taste her little bare cunt some more - not to get her off.. just to taste her sex. I kiss her tummy and snack on her tiny breasts. I kiss her and tell her how I'm finally going to fuck her. I cover her mouth and ease my thick dildo into her soft pussy and she holds me tight.

We're ready.

I fuck her the way I like to be fucked. I rub my clit against her until I cum. I leave marks on her neck. We're both soaking wet. I lay down and have her sit on my face. He gets up and starts fucking my pussy. I make her get off my face so she can watch us fuck for a few minutes.

Now I watch.

She's back on all fours and ready for him to fuck her ass. I make her beg him to cum in her ass. I sit in front of them.. jilling off. I make myself cum countless times and one last time.. with him.

Dessert.

I suck his cum out of her ass.

I have to admit.. I felt like crying when I started writing my last poem. Now every time I read it I laugh my ass off. Poetry with an unintended purpose.

Unintended purpose.. hmm. Is that like jumbo shrimp?

Oi!

*adding "self amusement" to my list of interests..*

The pain caused by his sadness..
and the sadness caused because after everytime I see you
you have to go away
it all feels the same...

Like I swallowed big balls of clay

Today while rummaging through desk drawers I found an old list I had made of all of the guys I have had sex with. This list was made in 2003 and at that time the list was at seventeen. I added three more to it so I'm at twenty :)

It would be twenty one except I'm not sure if I should add a guy if I only had anal sex with him. Should I count him? If so, then I'm at 21!

We never fucked
He couldn't kiss
He tried
but he's too young
and now dismissed

the end

Sometimes we'd see eachother two nights a month, but other times we were lucky enough to share several more nights alone together. These nights were unlike any other. We both love sex and food and we enjoy sharing the best of both - one before the other in this case. He would expose me to the sorts of things I could never afford on my own. His appearance and his words lured me into his life. The fun we have together and the rarity of some of the things we share keep me there.

My lover has flawless fair skin. His face is only marked by masculine beauty and maybe a few boyhood scars. His body is perfectly slender with strength showing in his legs.. and also his cock. His curly hair is dark with a hint of grey which I find very attractive. When he leaves I roll over to his side of the bed just so I can burry my face in his pillow and smell the freshness of his shampoo.

He has this way of making me feel sexy, beautiful and very young. We don't just secretly fuck. We share ourselves with eachother and look damn good doing it. We take eachother to places that we can't normally go.. and no one else is there.

We step outside sometimes and wonder if our appearance together boasts of the dirty love making we just had. Even if it did, only a peek at our kiss could give a slight hint of want went on in the room just minutes before.

When I'm in a party setting.. like at a bar, the difference between being sober and having a drink or two for me is that
If I don't drink, I'm pretty withdrawn and keep to myself
If I do drink, I feel more comfortable being withdrawn and by myself.. people annoy me less

I miss waking up in another room
having my regular life tucked away on the other side of the bay
being able to accept every invitation
my cold feet after walking on the marble bathroom floor
being warmed by him
waiting for him
and falling asleep in complete darkness
after being in so much light.

Friday morning I went into the salon and got a Brazilian wax for the first time. I think this is something I can get used to. ( more details )

Recently, I've had the pleasure of experiencing orgasms while having anal sex. In the past, that I can remember, I had only cum once while being fucked in my ass and I had been voraciously rubbing on my clit. The rubbing of the clit works, but long nails are dangerous to be moving so rapidly near and pointing towards a cock! In the past I had been the giver but not the receiver of having my asshole licked, sucked and tongue fucked! What a pleasure it has been to finally get the chance to indulge in such things.. leading to an awesome climax..

Facedown
Legs tightly crossed
Squeezing my asshole as tight as I can
Tighter
clamping around his cock
My hooks penetrating anything within reach
Loud moans ringing in my ears
It happens

So last night I'm laying in bed, very fucking tired.. mentally. My eyes - sort of sleepy. My hands are awake.. communicating with one another and my cunt flirting with them.

"Maybe tonight we will practice using left hand on her."

"No no no.. tonight we will practice cumming facedown with legs tightly crossed."

"ok, but me first", says right hand.

After and before my right hand gave me some good ones, I was able to squeeze out one orgasm face down with legs crossed tightly. Good fun.

Sometimes we go and sit on the ground up top of a hill at night
we don't kiss
we don't fuck
we enjoy the view
we listen and talk
"let me tell you this story about an amazing sandwich I had, that made me think of you"
we laugh
we hear strange animal sounds in the trees
Shrug things off
and stare at everything in the sky
I won't see him for days
such different lives
different fears
It's good that way
lets just go for a drive
and then climb up a hill

I have never been involved in a threesome, but I often fantasize about being in one. I'd enjoy it much if the other girl was a novice. She would have to be obedient to my demands. I would make her suck his cock while I play with her pussy... maybe ram into her with a strapon as I push her head down farther on his cock. If she sucked him well enough, I would then maybe let her sit on my face so I could eat her cunt as he fucked me.. not really caring if she came or not.

he who knew nothing about me
will be carried away with the wind

this prude will never dissolve without pain
i see him run from the tearing down of his guard



the one that orbits around me
never travels another world

I'm all he has to talk about
and he wants me to listen

After we had begun to kiss, he paused to whisper, "I've been thinking about kissing you for weeks". That made me melt and moan and we stood there holding eachother tighter. hands gripping and sliding.. kiss getting more abrasive and I had only dreamt of kissing lips as beautiful as the ones on me now. Then in a sudden pulse I felt the strength of his tongue and the sharpness of his teeth. He fed my starvation and I took more.. mouths travelling rapidly within. What started off as a tender passionate kiss, had scaled into a hunger for flesh.. biting and sucking eachother's lips.. pausing so he can tug my hair back, pulling my head and exposing my neck which he would soon feast upon.. as I ran my hands through his long curly hair, to the back of his head and pushed him deeper into my neck.

My favorite kind of man is a clean man. No drugs, alcohol and especially no junk food, makes for the best tasting cum. And I had him right under me. As we slowly took our clothes off, he pointed out everything he liked. Face smiling in well contained excitement and hands holding me like a precious gift.. eyes lighting up with the disappearance of each garment. "I completely shaved for you" I said. I sat on the bed and untied his boots like he had demanded and I could see his hard dick beneath his pants. "See how turned on I am by you?" he would say. we unbuttoned his shirt and kissed his chest and tummy.. unbuttoning his pants as he pulled out his thick cock and immediately started sucking it. "I shaved for you too" he said. He lied down and i sucked his cock more.. facing in a way so he could finger my ass. Sucking away, I could feel his thickness.. making me choke.. wanting him deeper.

More tender kissing.. naked kissing into pulling of hair and gripping of flesh, moaning and biting, sucking and scratching. He bit my nipples so hard I screamed, but I loved it. "I want you to show me your ass" he said. On all fours, in front of an open hotel window facing an alley, office and apartment buildings in the city 14th floor.. He starts to examine me.. telling me how beautiful my ass is.. "I'm going to eat it" he said as I felt his toungue plunge deep inside my hole. "Do you feel me fucking your ass with my toungue?" he asked.. That I did. Penetrating me deeply, "your ass tastes so good.. you are delicious", he'd say.. "you want me to fuck your ass?" he asked.. He got my ass nice and wet and I was already relaxed and ready for him. I had never had a cock as big as his inside my ass, but I wanted it bad.

It hurt a little at first so he put me on my side and slowly started in. Fuck SLOWLY.. to his suprize, I reached back to his hip and shoved him in as hard as I could pull.. then got back on my stomache.. I could feel his ecstacy as he'd bite in on my shoulders from behind and I'd look back and see his beautiful fucking face looking like he was in pain.. red and intense. hands digging into me.. and my hands digging into the bed occasionaly reaching back at the elbows to grip his arms and he'd grab my hands and squeeze as if we had been long time lovers kept apart for far too long. "I'm fucking your ass" he'd say.. and I'd say "Keep fucking my ass.. fuck it hard.. you fuck my ass so good.. your dick feels so good in my ass.. don't fucking stop.. make it hurt.." then I'd close my legs more and squeeze his cock harder and I could feel him going insane. Then his teeth came down upon my hand as he yelled in pleasure. "you're fucking my ass so good" I'd say, as it seemed to make him lose his mind. Allover me, he grabbed and squeezed my hands with his face in my ear as he yelled so loudly in pleasure..

Cumming and pulsing I secretly hoped I was the best ass fuck he's ever had. Even if I wasn't, he sure made it seem like I was and that's what mattered. I love a man who moans just as much or more than I do. He stayed inside me for a little while.. then after pulling out and cleaning up a little, he cuddled with me, giving me more kisses. Talking and asking me questions about things.. laughing. his hands constantly on my skin.. circling all around me. Petting me in the most precious way. That was just round one :)

to be continued..

I am a very happy girl this week.

Amorous Filth got owned by a sexy sexy man.

I love my bites, bruises, scratches and sore muscles. Everytime I throw my bag strap on my shoulder it hurts a little and I grin.

Damn..

I can still hear him cum.

I had to get up early and carpool that morning. Alarm 1 went off, wake-up call came in, alarm 2 went off and I just went right back to sleep unitl about two minutes before I was supposed to be leaving! So I looked like hell at work. then I cut at lunch, with permission of course. I headed to the mall, which I can't stand, but I was in great need of a pedicure (my first)!! My poor feet had been neglected for a while. They threw in a manicure for a few bucks more! I then splurged on a new black bra from VS.

After getting home, I was in such a hurry to get ready, but I wish I would have taken a pic of my outfit: Hair down, white fitted button-up short-sleeved top top button left unbuttoned exposing, black pinstripe suit jacket, tattered frayed crazy miniskirt, sheer silk white stockings with black garter belt and black mary-janes.

Heres' the catch.. I got my freakin period!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!!! A week early without warning! Luckily there are ways to still have fun.

I show up to the hotel room and I'm so relieved to see the person standing before my eyes and inviting me in. All of the pictures I had seen of him were serious shots. So it was comforting to see him constantly smiling and loving what I had picked out to wear just for him. I just love seeing the reaction on someone's face.. a good reaction. I sat on the bed and we talked for a while. Then he stood and took my hand and started kissing me soooo passionately. Then we got crazy and practically devoured eachother.. mmmmmmmmmmmm!! Total sexiness.

A few minutes later I broke the *news* to him. But as we both already knew, we liked doing *other things*. We did these things quite well and the minor set back didn't keep us from being animals. I have never heard or felt a man be so loud and in such pleasure... not like this.

..to be continued